In an attempt to be less of an emotional wreck, I decided this is what my night will consist of.
It is ridiculous how I have been crying over everything and I can't help it! Someone calls to come over, I cry. John walks in the door, I cry. I'm hungry but for what? I cry. This shit is bananas. My sister swears it goes away soon. She better be right.
We had our 1 week doc appt today. Scarlet is in great health. She has gained 4oz since we left the hospital!! Dang ya'll, most babies lose 10% of their body weight in the first week! She is a piglet, like mother like daughter. She had to get a PKU test and it was the saddest thing ever. She screamed like hell but I got down by her head and talked to her and she calmed down. She is so sweet.
I am trying to brighten up. I know I need sleep in order for me to not want to scratch my eyes out so that is the one thing I am hoping for. I am gonna go strolling this week to get out and next week we got things to do OUT OF THE HOUSE!! For real, I could not be a SAHM mom for anything! (well except this...)
We look seriously thrown away here. Well I do. I mean, eew. Can I get a tanning bed, a hair style and oh yeah, sleep. On a positive note, I have lost 20 lbs in a week! Woohoo, keep it comin!